

I’m nervous about work. There won’t be any medicines to make the day easier. There won’t be anything to make anyone not angry with me.
I just don’t understand how I was the only one willing to be honest and come clean, and now I’m the only one who was wrong and deserves to be pushed out and unforgiven.
People either don’t understand why I feel evil or they’re telling me that I am. It isn’t complicated why I believe some of the things that I do. It’s just simple conditioning.
I am not evil. I am not broken.
I am, however, fucking tired of being treated like the former and feeling like the latter.
Today is going to suck.

now I think it’s all right to feel inhuman
now I think that’s a riot
now I think it’s all right, we’ll sing together
now I think that’s a riot